Holland❥Edwards

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It’s been such a long time since I’ve introduced myself—I thought it was about time.⁣
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I started this account back in 2018 with a passion for travel & writing. I came up with the name LostBlondeSole, not because I don’t know how to use the right version of the word “sole/soul” but because I wanted to encapsulate trying to find your path. ⁣
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As I have changed this account has changed with me, I don’t talk much about travel anymore, but I find the name is still very suiting. When I unexpectedly got pregnant with our son back in 2018 I had no idea the ways in which my life & world would be turned on its head (outside of the obvious). I started to unpack my own childhood. Postpartum was one of the hardest times of my life. I was faced with chronic pain throughout my entire body, from head to toe. This sent me on a mission to figure out what the f**k was going on.⁣
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I came to realize that I had been suppressing trauma & pain for so long that my body couldn’t handle it anymore, it was shutting down on me—thus began the long journey of healing, mind, body & soul. I’m still a soul trying to find her path, walking around a little lost. I try not to box myself in. I’m a multifaceted human who each & every single day is discovering more about her self.⁣
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The motto I have carried with me comes from the great Brené Brown - “Staying vulnerable is a risk we have to take if we want to experience connection.”⁣
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Some topics I touch on:⁣
-Mental health⁣
-Narcissistic abuse & recovery, along with the choice to go no contact with my mother and step-father⁣
-Healing & growth⁣
-Spirituality⁣
-Recurring miscarriages ⁣
-Self discovery after a childhood of not being able to.⁣
-My journey with social anxiety & breaking through ex.Joining Soccer for the first time in 15 years⁣
-Gardening & plants⁣
-Baking⁣
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Random facts about me:⁣
-I live with my father-in-law & my grandma ⁣
-I LOVE Taylor Swift (been a die hard since debut)⁣
-My first name (Holland) is my grandma’s last name & also my son’s middle name⁣
-I’m vegan⁣
-I’m the co-founder of & founder of
-I have a blog lostblondesole.com⁣
-I am an Arbonne IC (but do things my own way)⁣

5 years, 60 months, 260 weeks, 1825 days — however you count it, it all adds up to love 🤍 ⁣
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Happy 5 year anniversary to my lover, best friend, co parenting partner, business partner, dream catcher & soul mate. ⁣
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I love you to the moon 🌙 & too Saturn 🪐

4 years of you 🤍 ⁣
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1460 days or 35,040 hours. That’s how long you have been by our side. The impact you have already had on me, on our world is incredible. I wouldn’t be who I am today if it weren’t for you. ⁣
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To my sparky, funny, beautiful, intelligent, kind, gentle & wild 4 year old, happiest birthday 🥳 ⁣
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You are so loved and a so cherished 🤍☀️

I’ve been in love with you since the moment you entered my life with those little round cheeks and sassy attitude. ⁣
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I love you to the moon & to Saturn 🪐 ⁣
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Happy Birthday baby sissy, now let’s go see mother to celebrate 🥹

𝗛𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗙𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿’𝘀 𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝘂𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼 𝗱𝗮𝗱𝗮! ⁣
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Not only is Huntly lucky to have you as is father, but I feel just as lucky to be able to witness your love. There are no words to describe your importance in our lives and the impact you make every second of every day. ⁣
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We love you so much daddy shark 🦈 ⁣
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𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴, 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘬 & 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘬

Looking to get more out of your day? ⁣
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Do you feel like you have so much to do but can’t seem to organize your brain to get it all done?⁣
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I’ve been there. ⁣
Scratch that, I’m there pretty frequently actually. But when I started incorporating time blocking into my day, I realized I could achieve it all and more. ⁣
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And no, I’m not telling you to grind it out for 16 hours every day filling every hour with tasks and obligations. With time blocking you can and should add in self care, alone time, family time, work time etc. ⁣
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We’re anti grind culture over here ❌ ⁣
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As a stay at home mom, I find planning out how I’m going to entertain the toddler simultaneously while planning out my day ex. Screen time, a craft, snacks etc. helps ensure I carve out the time I need in order to follow my schedule. ⁣
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With that all said, we’re also against rigidity. Allow flow into your schedule, this serves as a guideline for you to help organize your brain a bit. Sometimes we can’t control a sick kid who only wants cuddles or when our body is screaming at us to have a couch day. ⁣
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One of the most impactful ways to support yourself when creating new habits and routines is to not be hard on yourself when you “mess” up. It’s bound to happen and further to that, it should happen because we’re human and it’s part of our learning process. ⁣
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Did you know it’s often the self hate talk, guilt and shame we put on ourselves that holds us back from showing up after we fall off our new routine? ⁣
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It’s important to not only allow our human-ness to shine through, but to embrace its messiness. ⁣
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What I love about time blocking, is it really made me accountable for all of my awake hours. I was shocked when I realized I’m up for 16 hours a day yet seem to never have time to do anything. Laying it out really helped my visual brain connect to the amount of time I actually have. ⁣
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I’d love to hear your thoughts on time blocking. Do you have an intentional schedule you follow? Maybe you’ve fallen into one naturally that works for you. I’d love to hear ☺️