The Introverted Extrovert

More shots from last Friday the 13th’s photoshoot with and this cool ass mouthpiece contraption by
(Charlene Changkee my alter ego)

Absolutely love these Dark Valentine Bo***ir shots with the fabulous 😍 Thanks for booking with me! As always it was so much fun and it was so awesome shooting with you again!! Thanks for always supporting my little photography business and being the sweetest person alive. 💗💗
(Charlene Changkee my alter ego)

Thanks for booking with me for this last month’s theme: Burlesque. Always a pleasure. 😊✌🏼💕

Love to all. 🥰🌀✌🏼💗

Been a lot of shadow work going on lately. Asking myself a lot of hard questions. I find the challenge in learning isn’t so much the learning part but the remembering. Old habits are deep within muscle memory. I think I’m in the transition part of my life where I am trying to accept that people come and go and old friends drift apart and it’s ok. The part where loving myself properly is being ok with old relationships drifting away. I think I just feel like I have very few people in my life that I feel close to as good friends. I think old habits of wanting to be liked in a way hit hard sometimes. I do feel like the hard questions I ask myself put me in a place that is a bit isolating. Taking full responsibility for my own actions and reactions and sorting through the behaviours that are pleasing/ damaging to me protecting my energy and the actions that make me feel energetically aligned is a big challenge. I usually kind of drown myself in projects and this past month and a bit I have not. Something told me I need to know if this defence mechanism is actually helping or hurting me. I think I just need to do it in a clean way. I think I’m just needing to work through these feelings gently and come at life in a way that is gentle and kind. My heart has longed for something quite big spiritually. To be the kind of person who approaches hard situations ready to react kindly. When buttons are pushed to have my reaction be in kindness instead of judgement or anger or blame. To take that insecurity and turn it into pure love and understanding. Phew that’s a BIG ask! 😂 Why have I done this to myself! 😂😂 But seriously, the heart wants what it wants. It longs to be stronger, more patient, more kind, more free. And with those heart wishes I know comes a lot of tears and rough seas.. so wish me luck and love as I continue healing and rewiring this old mind and meat suit. If you’re feeling this post, would be cool to chat with like minded humans so this process wasn’t so isolating. So much love to all. Here’s to learning, unlearning and loving ourselves better than ever before. ✌🏼💗

Love how these turned out! Holy s**t these backgrounds and adding frames is a lot of work! So fun tho! Loving this vibe for this month’s theme: TAROT! Thanks Leon Johnson for being the perfect model! Easy editing the YOU part you beautiful creature! Love working with you! 🥰💗💗💗

Finally posting these. I’m like a headless chicken these days! Thanks for doing this experimental water shoot with me!

Photo shoots of my daughters and nieces this year at my sisters. Every summer I go visit and do
A themed shoot for them. This year we did album covers. Some are remakes of famous albums and some are made up. So fun. I hope they will always remember how amazing, beautiful and talented they all are. 💗🥰💗