Farhan Rakeen

I want to share something with you today. I started learning the guitar back in 2009, an initiative I took because I had good friends at that time. However, life changed, and I began to doubt my friends, losing them one by one. I was always fearful about everything I was doing, which made me upset and unsure of what to do.

During that time, I realized that I could sing Hindi songs, and I thought it sounded much cooler than anything else. I began performing at local restaurants for about four to five years. After that, I took a long break from music for six years and focused intensely on my religion, which I believe in deeply.

I realized that I wasn’t succeeding in my jobs, and my mind kept telling me I needed to move on. It became really difficult for me to survive in the workplace, and I faced situations where people started firing me. Eventually, I turned back to music, only to find that I felt like a poor guy who sings Hindi songs and lives in Bangladesh.

I had friends when I was involved in music, but now I find myself without any friends. It feels like I'm descending into a tough phase of my life, as I have nowhere to turn but to survive.

My English isn't very strong, so I use the Grammarly application to help with my daily writing.